Distortion of an ugly truth
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Monday, June 04, 2007


//seeking

seeking for love.
the feeling i'm having now.
lets see,
i figured feelings are hard to control and are sudden.
im hurt when i see her sad.
feeling real happy when shes happy with me.
these are things ppl experience.
once a while, unexpectingly,
u would think over and over events of u and her.
either happy stuff or sad.
sometimes these feelings can be possesive.
u'll think over what she's done, why did she do it.
is it ur fault, is it that she doesnt like me...
argh..

i guess im a emotional person.
i've never let ppl seen this side of me.
im always keeping my hyper/cheerful side out.
theres a reason why...

oh oh AND some people starts thinking that i have no feelings.
HELLO...!
how many ppl have i consoled of? countless,
ignoring the fact that i've consoled u be4...
it hurts me, for u, being so unthoughtful.

bleh.
anyway because of kyandi, and her blog. =)
im so addicted to "I GO CRAZY" by DHT
i think the feelings sang thru that song was really strong,
and it resembled what im feeling at the moment.

hahas so yea..
oh! mel, i'll upload the pics we took today in sch.

well ciao' then.

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Nicholas blogged at 3:34 PM

Greed...
...distortion to the heart...

Victim #1;


Nicholas

18.
Taurus.
4th May 89
mbs.sgs. tp BMIE.
wonders.
wishes and hope.
mood: tired...
foolish.

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Words.

Days of torment seems long

Echoes-




Victims #2-99

A
Afiqah
B
Bird
C
Cherlene
Clarissa' FireAlarm
D
Delphina
E
Eileen
Elaine
Esther
Esther 小黑
Elye' dear
F
Faey
I
Ivy
J
James
Jerry
June
JunSheng
K
Kankan
Karyn' Piag
Kyandi' ahqin
L
Laurent
Liyana
M
Marianne
Melisa' mei
Mic' darlings
N
Nis
P
Pamela~
Peiyi' sis
S
Siokmei
Steph'
T
Train
V
Vanessa
Veron
X
Xiangyun
Y
Yat ling
Yokie
YeowSheng
Z
Zhiliang


The penalty

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