Distortion Zone.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

wow havent been bloggin for quite some time.
seems like holidays gonna be over soon huh.

wishing all ppl a Belated MERRY XMAS
and
a HAPPY NEW YEAR "2008"

yep
it really a weird holiday period for me.
been working, well almost the entire 2 weeks and
i was serious finding it lifeless.

bleh... who would have tot that i would be emoing on xmas night.
i rmbed telling someone that i missed the old days of taka.
where by working there was fun, photo taking,
big groups of promotors would gather after work for food or even late night shopping.
time flys indeed, considering i only know these friends, collegues so as to say,
from January, some from march. its a full 10 months of friendship already.

And yet i find, 10 months of friendship weights over
more then this 4 years i had with someone.

I realise we're just compromising to keep ourself there.
I dun see the need of me in you, and truly,
disappointment grooves over me, by the none existence of you.
you couldn't even bare a word of greeting since 2 major festive just came pass.

I can now savely say that im alone. as in the fact of being alone,
yet not alone. Im being contradicting but yes.
thats what im feeling now.
dilemma

it sux,

Nicholas blogged at 2:14 PM

Greed...
...distortion to the heart...